Monday, December 31, 2007
JOLEENA TEO SUI YU! I MISS YOU! COME BACK FROM CANADA! :( i was looking at your photo slides just now and now i miss you even more. can you come back real soon? like during feb when we have holidays? i miss talking to you and your teh-ness although sometimes it's irritating. but now i misses it! and you make me miss everyone more too! make me miss vanessa, berna, chey, sarah, jiawei. make me miss stc! how i wish i can go back to secondary school times and stay there and never grow up. I WANT TO REMAIN AS A SMALL GIRL! can i? please.
i'm tired. i can't catch up with myself. i don't know what i want. i can't seem to get anything right. i'm know i'm just a loser. but if being a loser can let me remain as a small girl who never has any worries, i rather be a loser. i just can't get on with life. nothing seems to be right. nothing seems to be done. i'm still in the dark hole which i'm trying to climb out from for years. and i don't seem to move a inch. i'm really tired. can i get my wish? someone please grant me my wish!
i miss you grandpa. forgive me for everything i have not done for you. i really want to visit you. please forgive me and let me come this year. please.
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