met vanessa today. and listening to the song that jiunchyi recommend, kiss the rain. everything today is so sentimental. the song makes people feel sentimental and after meeting vanessa and going to tiong, all my wonderful memories are back. and i have this feeling that it just happened yesterday. time flies and i start to feel old being a 17 years old. in a few years time, i will be 21 years old and not long after, i need to get married and have children. can i take all these? i think everything is happening too fast. i do not have the time to enjoy my blessed moments. i think i am very xin fu now. i have a great family, with a great house. and i am in my dream course with a super great class and with classmates whom you wish you had. and i have super great friends who are always there for me when i need help and know me inside out. there is nothing else which i can ask for more. everything has been great in my life and i am really very happy to exist in this world living with such wonderful people. i am scared to grow old. in fact i am scared of the future. i don't know what lies in it. will i still be as xin fu as i am now in 5 years time? i hope i will and will be more xin fu then now. so now for my future xin fu, i must study hard and not let myself down! everyone jiayou for your exams and then we will enjoy our holiday to the fullest! :)
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990