i think i am falling deeper and deeper. i can't help it. i don't know why. and i hate the feeling. why must this happen? because we are very close? if that is the case, then i will try to avoid you. so please don't talk to me ok? and i'm sorry for ignoring you today. because i was nervous. and its a very wrong time to talk. tomorrow is shiya's birthday and this reminded me of what you said to me on the eve of my birthday. you may think it's insignificant, but it did make a big impact on me. and i still kept that message in my com. you are the first person who have ever said that to me and i was really touched. i think that was the time i fall into your trap. and now, i have fallen deeper and deeper. gosh, someone help me! i need to get out of this! i have 1 more week only!
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990