Because I'm a Girl...

Thursday, March 01, 2007

went out with vanessa and joanne today, watched norbit at vivo. the show was ok. not that nice. after the show, went to look for C's present with vanessa. bought a blazaer. i seriously love guys clothes. haha. i think i got too many X chromosomes. haha. but i seriously think that their jackets and blazers are super nice ok. seriously. so vanessa bought C a nice blazer which joanne and I liked, but she don't. but it's nice. C if you don't like it, we will all kill you!
O, and i think i saw aaron today. not the fahrenheit arron but the trainer aaron. i stared at him for quite a long time and vanessa did too caused i asked her if it was him. and he stared back at us. so funny. i think he don't remember us caused he got so many students. then joanne can't stand it and said: stop standing outside the shop and stare at him. he will think we are crazy or something. haha. so funny. so we walked away. but i think i'm quite sure it's him.
seeing him maked me missed the leadership camp. actually is all the leadership camps. really enjoyed a lot in all 3 camps. the 1st leadership camp let me know more about etiquette on the whole. O, the milo was super nice. missed the milo. haha. the 2nd leadership camp was more like CIP than camp. caused we went to sarawak to help the church and learnt more about how to help people. enjoyed the company of the people there and the whole journey made me a stronger person and taught me how to communicate better with other people. the last leadership camp was in malaysia. this is the camp wtih aaron. he was my group's facilitator and i was the group leader. i tried all the elememts first. and i never did this but i knew i had to caused i was the group leader and i was 1 of the few seniors. so someone must start the ball rolling. and i knew i had the responsibility to do it. this really make me more brave and determined. caused in the past, i will not start the ball rolling as i will watched people try out the elements first because i don't dare to try new things. but after being the guinea pig for the first time, i become stronger in mind. really thankful for mr fransis to put me as the leader. and i got to know a lot of juniors. all the camps are precious memories that i will never forget and i really enjoyed it a lot. and i'm sure i will miss the times and people!
ok, back to the aaron topic. i took a train home with joanne. and when i stopped at queenstown, i saw aaron again. so qiao right! caused we left vivo at the same time and took the same train. but when i saw him, he was working. but never mind. i'm happy to see him again! if i had took the route that i always take to go home, i would know where he is going. but i had to buy dinner for my sister, so i had to take the opposite route. argh, so irritating. but i promised my sister to buy her dinner. so i cannot break my promise. so i did not know where he went in the end. maybe he went to my condo? hiax. but i believe i will meet him again. haha. don't know why. just have this feeling.
the night for today was bad. i had a date with vanessa tomorrow but my mum suddenly wants me to accompany my grandad to the doctor. so irritating lah. she didn't inform me earlier and i had already arranged the date 2 days ago. so i was quite angry with her. and i felt sorry for vanessa to have to wait for me cause i don't know what time it will end as my mum said they waited for quite a long time the other time when my grandad visit the doctor. i don't mind accompaning my grandad to the doctor. i just don't like them telling me to do stuff that need immediate attention and worse, the thing that i have to do clashes with my stuffs so the feeling is that they just order me around like a lifeless person. no, like a machine. so conclusion, i'm just a machine for people to order me around. so now, my mum is ordering me to accompany my grandad to the doctor and i have to delay my date. sorry vanessa for changing the date 2 times. what is the next order and will it clash with my stuff? and how long can i take this kind of treatment? i wonder...

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