went back for angklung today. slept at around 3 but woke up at 8 in the morning. because sarah asked me to wake her up at 8. wanted to wake up at 8.30 lah. we were suppose to meet at 9.30 at school bus-stop. but things happen and i don't know what and she did not came in the end. my beauty sleep gone. actually can wake up later and go with gladys and yishan in the afternoon. but never mind. anyway recently i can't sleep. and i seriously dream a lot. i think i have nothing to do in the day so i kept dreaming. i dream like 3-4 times per night. and all are different dreams. and i kept sleeping later and later. i just can't sleep. i hate this feeling. ok back to angklung. they are playing very badly. and they are funny. they don't like seniors to come back and help. unlike us. we love our seniors and we are dying for them to come back! but they are always very busy. so i decided that i will let them die. i won't care about them anymore. i will just go watch the syf. and see how they die. i know i sound evil, but they are funny people who think they play so well and only need 5 mins of practice when they can't even play on the beat. and they say they don't need people's help. so i think that this is what they deserved. unless they decided to change their inmature mindset! so i'm not being evil ok.
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990