ok. the jae result was out. i don't know where i want to go. i am ok with both courses. but everyone wants me to go to np. so i went to appeal. so i'll let fate decide. i went to find fahrenheit book today. it's out of stock! so irritating. i have been finding it for days! and they don't know when are the stocks coming in. hiax. now must go check every now as then. i just complained to vanessa that i have a generation gap with my brother. and tonight, i quarrel with my brother again. i don't know what's wrong with him. and there is this super big gap between him and me. he is just 6 years older then me but i feel that he is like 50 years older then me. he is seriously driving me nuts. i seriously don't know how to communicate with him. he is so difficult. don't know what's his problem. he is such an ass in the ass. sometimes i seriously wished he is not my brother. other people's brother are so good to them. not like him, so evil to me. sometimes i seriously hate him too. he is too irritating. hiax.
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990