Because I'm a Girl...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

i was looking at the photos that i took last year. i seriously miss school and my friends and the stupid things we do in class. and the fun times in mr yeo's class! seeing him ang chio. haha. just super misses the times. O, and i miss wearing the school uniform. can you imagine? i hate wearing the school uniform when i was in school and now i miss wearing the school uniform. everytime when i see secondary school people, i just can't help but envy them. humans are contridicting. arn't they? i feel like going back to school to study but i can't stand the system. hiax. i don't know what i am thinking and why i am thinking about this. this is so super random. haha. hmm. I JUST MISSES THE TIMES IN SCHOOL!
i think i am scared. when my mum ask me to go to the poly's open house. i am scared that i did not do well for my o'levels. i am scared to go to a new environment. i am scared to know new people. i am scared to go to another new system that is different from secondary school. i am scared that i cannot go to the course that i want. i am scared. i am scared of everthing. argh. i hope that time can just stop at this moment, so that i do not need to face the music in the future. but i know. this will not happen.
i am scared.

2:09 PM