why must you all do this to me? i was so happy before you all come back ... and when you all come back. you all started scolding me... why must you all spoil my mood... can't you all let me be happy? and you all don't even got the spare time to spend some moments with me and i thought you all knew and cause you all started giving me more money... but from today's incident, i don't think you all know how lonely i feel.. i am not able to go out like brother and sister... i'm like the watch dog... must always come back and look after the house and help you all do this and do that... and when i didn't take in the clothes you all start to scold me and grumble that the clothes must be washed again... but you all never tell me to take in the clothes... so don't blame me... and can you all please stop scolding me? i'm already big enough! i know what i am doing! and stop treating me like a watch dog... and let me go out! since you don'thave the time to spend with me, let me go out! i bet you all don't even know i drag to go home... cause the home is like an empty shell... and i can only see a human being at 9+10... i don't like to go home... i rather spend my time outside! so let me go out! and i seriously rather stay with grandparents even though i can't communicate with them... but i get to see somebody at home and get to eat home-cooked food and eat proper dinner with somebody and not some empty shell home that nobody comes home early and even just eat a meal with me! so can you all give me freedom? and let me go out? i seriously don't want to go home and see an empty shell! and stop scolding me!
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990