Sunday, September 03, 2006
went to study with berna on friday... went valley point's starbucks... i think it is the best starbucks in singapore... cause they don't chase people away... i reached early... but i didn't dare to order.. cause at the cashier, everyone was male... and i was scared... maybe because i am used to see peggy working there... berna came... and she ordered first... and they remake her drink 3 times...so funny... and berna got 1 free drink and she was happy cause that drink was also the drink she wanted to drink if she didn't order what she wanted... and when i was paying the person, i realised my note was folded into a heart... so i quickly unfold it... so malu lah... and the person somemore say so cute...
studied for a while and felt damm tired... cause did a.math the whole day... then we saw people fighting... and the starbucks staff went to stop them... then we went home at about 5+...
went home...and at night, when my dad went home... he saw me watching tv... and he said: " i bet you watch tv atleast 3 hours everyday and never study... so is today your rest day too? o and good luck for your o'levels..." i can't believe he said that... i never expect anyone to tell me this during his period... cause i think this period is the period that i studied the most... and he know that i have night study... so how can he say that i never study and always watch tv? so all my study time are playing time isst? i play with my book issit? i seriously don't understand... can't you see my effort? issn't it obvious enough? you know by saying that, half of my efforts are being washed down by the drain... and my mum heard what he say but didn't say anything and say that i make my dad angry again... and after hearing this, i think all my efforts are being washed down the drain... i don't know why am i studying when my own parents don't trust me...and i think my whole family only cares about my dad's feelings... espically my mum... everything dad this and dad that... what about our feelings? what about your children???
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