so irritated with my com... hiax... but anyway it's fixed now... hiax... got back chinese results today... didn't get the marks i want... got (B3, D) damm sad lah... why can't they give mi a A2 so i do not need to retake? i was damm disappointed with myself? when i got the results i started crying lah... so irritated... why am i always crying? cannot stand myself... i want to just die and not think about anything... but i doubt it will happen soon.. hiax... i'm damm useless lah... bet that's what she thinks... she says i didn't work hard enough... i did lah... is just that she never sees... how can see say that lah... i'm sad enough already... maybe because i never cry infornt of her so she think i'm ok... but i'm not ok... I'M NOT OK! i'm not as strong as you think... so stop saying things are hurting me! i always don't cry infront of you so that you have less pressure not that i'm strong so stop all these can? i have enough!
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990