today... i can't believe what i did... i had e.math test... but my mind suddenly went blank so i don't know how to do... so i anyhow do... then at the end of the lesson... i went to tell ms wong not to mark my paper... and when i was telling her this, i sort of cry cause i was tearing... but she was very nice not to scold me... but i can't believe what i had did... this is the first time in my whole entire life that i tell my teacher not to mark my paper!!! i really can't believe it... i think this is a sign of stress... i think i am under stress... if this continues... i don't think i can take it and may go crazy befroe o'levels... argh... i can't believe it... and i think i am getting more stupid... because i can't do a question which i have done it not long ago and my brother also says that i am stupid... maybe i am really stupid... hiax...
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990