Thursday, February 16, 2006
just as i thought that my family is more united, yesterday it happen and make mi think differently... i'm like having problems with them... i think differently from my sis and my bro who is 20 and 22 respectively... therefore with my parents too... i'm like just a human being without any connections living in the house... sometime it's quite torturing... hiax... and everytime i'm always at home alone... hiax... maybe i should not stay at home and go out too??? hiax...
school was not very good today... today we had a talk by PUB then the pramid host came to host the talk... they they give away nice cushions... hiax... then at the end of the talk came water molly... he's so cute... hope to bing him home... haha... then had chinese... actually i was suppose to be in Ms Foo's class... but then they transfer mi and diana to Ms lee class... then we are like some unwanted students... cause we transfer 3 times... hiax... then last period is math... i don't understand and felt like crying... hiax... it think i'm just too stupid... and i think i starting to feel very stressful again... the whole cycle is coming back and this time is doubled the amount and i don't know whether i can take it anot... maybe i will go crazy soon... maybe my thyriod will come back again and maybe this time need to operate... hiax... how i wish i was never born...
8:50 PM
